When I put my hand to my side I find it in yours,
And at time when i fall back i find you already behind me.
When I think I have lost all that felt good,
You suprise me with another look.


I find it harder to breathe without you there,
I need to be with someone who understands me.
i used to want everything to be safe,
But i didn't know you everything but.


i didn't need anyone I thought,
Independance and dissonace rang in my ears louder than the voices.
Mirrors showed the opposite to me than what they truely beheld,
with your lips on my neck i suddenly saw who I was looking at.


It was the good life I was living without knowing it,
i thought pain taking the shape of a small blade were the only emotions I needed.
Red ribbons danced in my vision until you came,
Hearts and love made no sense to my small sighted mind.


It was a stolen unwelcomed kiss that made me feel passion,
Hands on my waist and eyes on me the whole time.
Understanding my real feelings that I hid behind my need to survive,
When the whole time and since you kept me from drowning in my sorrows.

Thank you boy.
The one i first loved and first kissed.

First by Joshua Davis